All Poems, Environment/Mother Earth, Seasons, Stories, Worry

Heat Rolled In

Heat rolled in like a blast of steam.

From a boiling pot on the stove.

Around the summer solstice.

Refusing retreat for days.

Sending sparrows, robins to hide.

Up in shady branches.

Pushing ducks, geese into tepid ponds.

Wilting flower petals, leaves.

Forcing dog walkers, strollers indoors.

To air conditioned rooms.

So when, unpredicted, the sky showered,

a thunderous shout of thanks was heard.

All around the neighborhood.

No need to lug out hoses to water.

Finally, relief.

Even I wanted to dance under the drops.

But, to my shock, the downpour wasn’t cool.

The rain like a hot cup of tea.

Instead of refreshing, it warmed the bones.

Some eco catastrophe?

 

 

Lynn Benjamin

June 22, 2024

All Poems, Animals/Insects, Emotions, Stories, Worry

Turtle

I was finishing my morning walk.

When I saw the turtle.

Sitting in the middle of the street.

Large, green, ponderous.

Lichen sticking to its shell, a patina.

Oh no, I thought, as I ran toward it.

To pluck it from its precarious place.

Just as a huge white truck started turning toward us.

I jumped into the road.

Waving arms, pointing, shouting, stop.

The driver slammed on his brakes.

Exited the cab of the vehicle.

Be careful, I wagged my forefinger again toward the turtle.

Could you put it back on the lawn? I asked politely.

But, the man spoke quickly.

Explaining he had five turtles in his yard at home.

He wanted to take this one to add to the collection.

My heart started racing.

My head spun.

As I’m an advocate for animal freedom.

Wild creatures belong in the wild.

But there was no stopping him.

He lifted the reptile.

Tucked it into his trunk.

Leaving my thoughts in pieces.

I wished the turtle to be safe,

near a grassy, leafy pond.

Close to all its relatives,

near to where it spawned. 

But, if it wanders into traffic,

like a careless vagabond,

then anyone who comes along,

with the tortoise could abscond.

Though my worries flocked like starlings,

fretting I could be conned,

he might get the protection he needs

postponing the great beyond.

I reassured myself

the man knew how to bond.

The old turtle would be content.

Of his new home grow fond.

The living space would be charming,

elegant, well adorned.

Elevating the old creature

to pizazz in beau monde.

 

Lynn Benjamin

June 20, 2024

Beau monde is the world of high society.

All Poems, Anniversaries, Birthdays, Emotions, Politics, Stories, Worry

Storm

Humidity made the heat seem like steam off an iron.

The weather app didn’t predict rain until late tonight.

So I donned a sundress to drive to a birthday/anniversary dinner.

My seventy-fifth, our fifty-fourth.

But without warning, the sky bellowed.

Lit up like a chandelier.

First raindrops, round, heavy.

Falling like drips from a leaky faucet.

Then picking up speed.

Coming down in torrents.

Gushing waterfalls.

Doing battle with windshield wipers.

Winning the competition.

Making it hopeless to discern trees, shops, oncoming cars.

To step out into rushing waters.

Gushing currents.

So, we sat there, peering from the windows.

Awesome spectacle.

Hammering the roof.

Exploding all around.

Setting off turmoil inside my head.

Struggling to remain still.

Not to threaten the joy of the occasion.

Now impossible.

Sorrow, rage, lamentation.

Unleashed by the tumult.

For a sick grandchild, her family.

For corrupt politicians, their enablers.

A partisan supreme court.

Disinformation, repeated in media echo chambers.

Republican party rhetoric.

Preferring guns to safety.

Isolationism to global engagement.

Alienation to cooperation.

The heavens scream.

As do I in silent affirmation.

Mourning time’s twisting, whirling waves.

How can we bequeath this roiling world to our young?

Slipping backwards?

To before women had rights?

My mind, liberated by the chaos.

Ruminations swirling in the winds.

Wandering, then wondering.

Here we’re dry inside a car.

What about robins, bees?

Grounded like commercial jets.

Can’t go where they please.

Once the whirlwind over,

winged creatures again will fly.

Soothing agitated thoughts

in mellifluous lullaby.

 

Lynn Benjamin

June 15, 2024

 

All Poems, Hope, Panic, Sleep, Stories, Worry

Worries Pummel Me

Worries pummel me all night like rain.

Unremitting tempest.

Body tossing.

This way, that, side to side.

In choppy waters.

Holding tight the rail.

With each dip, another thought.

What’s going on with a granddaughter?

Ferried to Montefiore Hospital for labs?

What’s happening in my mouth?

Pain tormenting me?

Will I get to the dental appointment at seven?

What are those aches in my body?

Knee, hip, shoulder.

Out of alignment from a fall.

On a city curb.

Unexpected, disorienting.

Then, the litany of intrusive flashes.

Unrecognizable silhouettes in a fog.

Names, faces of long lost cousins.

People I forgot to text.

Unanswerable questions.

Would I ever get back to Buenos Aires?

Does this or that person remember who I am?

So, it went.

Shifting, turning.

Shutting, opening eyes.

Waiting for dawn.

Release from pelting assault.

Too bad windows shuttered.

Keeping out last night’s storm.

For it’s song I long to hear.

Carolina wrens and catbirds.

Flapping from tree to tree.

Lullabies soothe my soul.

Restore my energy.

 

Lynn Benjamin

May 30, 2024

All Poems, Animals/Insects, Plants, Worry

It Worries Me

It worries me.

That queen bee lying ill in the street.

Too weak to fly.

Looking like she’ll not survive.

Get back to her hive.

Lay her eggs.

Organize her colony.

It worries me.

Those tanker trucks.

Full of herbicide.

Driving through the neighborhood.

Spraying mulched turf.

To keep down weeds.

Snuff out dandelions, buttercups.

Garlic mustard blooms, figworts.

Wildflowers heralding spring.

Giving color to the land.

Providing pollen, nectar.

In the chain of life.

It worries me.

Landscaping companies believing their work noble.

Spreading symmetry, order.

Risking bees, flowers for flawless lawns.

What do you do?

What price will you pay for perfection?

What’s its true value, worth?

When it poisons plants, insects?

Exterminating Earth?

Lynn Benjamin

May 7, 2024

Aging, All Poems, Change, Friendship, Loss, Natural Beauty, Time, Worry

Peace Lily Unfurling

The peace lily, unfurling.

In time to reveal serenity to the people who sent it.

Just over a year ago.

Marking the loss of Bob’s mother.

Unbeknownst to them, a few days before unveiling her stone.

Strange, these coincidences.

Surprising us like that.

Also, bringing joy.

On re-encounter at the very moment of bloom.

Framed by two flowering trees just outside the window.

Empress and honeysuckle.

Both diffusing perfumes into the room.

Where we four sit.

Face to face.

Breaking bread.

Sprinting after conversations.

Like intellectual athletes.

Literature, politics, travel.

Finally, acknowledging the shadow.

Looming over us all.

The what next?

How do you prepare for the unknown?

Rely on your parents’ experiences?

Take advice from middle-aged children?

Wait till the unexpected pushes you?

Or prepare in anticipation?

Stay in place?

Move to smaller quarters?

Who has the right answer?

When possibilities endless, overwhelming.

Just hard to fathom our story ends

like any good novel or play.

What fortune to have a hand in it.

To mold like a piece of clay.

 

Lynn Benjamin

May 8, 2024

 

All Poems, Animals/Insects, Emotions, Environment/Mother Earth, Hope, Natural Beauty, Plants, Politics, Seasons, Spirituality, Trauma, Violence, Wisdom, Worry

Madding Drumbeat

The world, madding drumbeat of bad news.

Endless wars.

Unreleased hostages.

Political chicaneries.

Environmental catastrophes.

Where’s the relief?

Even for a moment?

From the echo chamber of the mind?

Playing, replaying the misery?

Where’s the reassurance things will rebalance?

When no one has a crystal ball.

But, everyone, an opinion.

The only comforts, what Mother Nature offers.

Predictability of seasons.

Awakening in spring.

Aromas of lilacs, viburnum bouquets.

Silent explosions of color.

Maple seed pods and mushrooms.

Pollen and nectar.

Honking and chirping.

Baby bunnies and geese.

Newness and vitality.

Energy to move us forward.

Appreciate a smile, kind word.

Offer the same to others.

Tiny attempts to heal what’s broken.

Make something whole.

Do for others what Mother Earth does for us.

In her generous embrace.

Take a breath.

Let the earth caress.

Find blessed respite.

From frenzied distress.

 

Lynn Benjamin

April 30, 2024

All Poems, Animals/Insects, Emotions, Hope, Natural Beauty, Pleasure, Worry

Easy to Lose Heart

It’s easy to lose heart.

When countries ravage each other.

Arctic glaciers melt.

Corruption becomes the norm.

What do you do when the world careens out of order?

Justice seems beyond reach?

Disinformation sneaks into conversations?

I grab a hat, dash outside.

Wanting to study leaves opening on lindens.

Blossoms bursting on cherries, pears, crab apples.

Hyacinths, tulips popping up in gardens.

Turtles, frogs sunbathing around ponds.

A mother goose affixed to her nest.

Her partner circling in waters near her.

Wanting to hear robins, sparrows chirp.

Starlings screech, chatter.

Honey bees buzz on phlox, candy tufts, violets.

Soft breezes blow feathery branches.

Wanting to sniff pink tinged white viburnum blossoms.

Tangy lemon flowers.

Musty scents from showers the night before.

This eruption into spring

is balm for a fading heart.

Lullabies, aromas,

natural garden floral art.

 

Lynn Benjamin

April 24, 2024

All Poems, Food, Health/Illness, Humor, Worry

Getting Protein

How am I going to get protein? Bob asked.

Thinking out loud about our two day foray into Manhattan.

On the heels of a recent tooth extraction.

Inability to chew.

His program of eating protein.

Several times a day.

Feeding muscles, strengthening them.

Firming, resculpting contours.

For healthier movement.

Noticing just how ravenous cells and tissues are.

How am I going to get protein?

He asked about the city that never sleeps,

that offers anything and more.

I think he’ll have no trouble.

Pulpy protein he’ll procure.

 

Lynn Benjamin

April 6, 2024

All Poems, Family, Humor, Miracles, Santa Monica 3/24, Spouses, Trips and Places, Worry

It Was Early

It was early, the morning of departure from LA.

I, out walking in Palisades Park.

Committing each plant to memory.

Bob, asleep, awakened by a ringing phone.

A call from the pharmacy.

Three hours ahead in Philadelphia.

To discuss a long awaited script for me, not him.

Requiring a prior authorization and an interview.

Still groggy, he grabbed his favorite reading glasses.

The tortoise shell ones.

Dialed to merge me in, transfer the call.

Then jumped out of bed, rushing to make farewells.

To children, grandchildren.

But, in haste, he couldn’t find his glasses.

He searched the room.

Sheets, pillows, blankets.

No luck.

Later, I, too, scoured the space.

Closet, dresser drawers, desk.

Completely gone.

Bob moaned off and on, my best glasses.

But, miracle of miracles, they reappeared.

The next morning in the dryer!

Having been washed with underwear.

Bob texted me the good news.

Incredulous, he found his glasses,

lenses cleaned and shining bright.

Once he popped them on his face,

voilà, clear, limitless hindsight!

Lynn Benjamin

April 2, 2024