Worries pummel me all night like rain.
Unremitting tempest.
Body tossing.
This way, that, side to side.
In choppy waters.
Holding tight the rail.
With each dip, another thought.
What’s going on with a granddaughter?
Ferried to Montefiore Hospital for labs?
What’s happening in my mouth?
Pain tormenting me?
Will I get to the dental appointment at seven?
What are those aches in my body?
Knee, hip, shoulder.
Out of alignment from a fall.
On a city curb.
Unexpected, disorienting.
Then, the litany of intrusive flashes.
Unrecognizable silhouettes in a fog.
Names, faces of long lost cousins.
People I forgot to text.
Unanswerable questions.
Would I ever get back to Buenos Aires?
Does this or that person remember who I am?
So, it went.
Shifting, turning.
Shutting, opening eyes.
Waiting for dawn.
Release from pelting assault.
Too bad windows shuttered.
Keeping out last night’s storm.
For it’s song I long to hear.
Carolina wrens and catbirds.
Flapping from tree to tree.
Lullabies soothe my soul.
Restore my energy.
Lynn Benjamin
May 30, 2024