Adolescence, All Poems, Family, Grandchildren, Growth, Stories

Volunteering

 

My granddaughter has to volunteer.

Ten hours before graduating eighth grade.

Her mother asked us to seek opportunities.

During their five-day holiday visit.

So, her grandfather set about the task.

As though he were still employed.

Googling synagogues, churches, charities.

Emailing, leaving voicemails.

Perusing local papers, asking neighbors.

Each lead, closed between Christmas and New Years.

I had an idea, turned to him.

What about the home where your mother lives?

What a great idea! he replied.

Called the volunteer coordinator.

Delighted, she offered papers for Liora to fill out.

Said the girl could start as soon as December 25th.

With excitement, he relayed the good news to Liora.

She moaned, groaned, averted her eyes.

Said she disliked being with old people.

Couldn’t she just shelve books?

Hand out meals?

She couldn’t face going.

Skipped the Christmas offer.

But, agreed the day before departure.

To go with her grandfather.

To deliver mail to residents.

Help wheelchair bound octogenarians.

Push them to a bowling game.

Set up pins, keep score.

From home, I asked via text how it was going.

Her grandfather sent me a photo.

Liora steering her great-grandmother in a wheelchair.

I showed her nine-year-old brother.

He looked.

Looked closer as though he couldn’t quite see.

Even closer, still.

That’s my sister? he asked in disbelief.

A new side of Liora bloomed.

One, she had hidden from view.

Not recognized by siblings, mother.

One, she herself barely knew.

But, she unfolded her petals.

Asked back to help any day.

Capability, newfound goodwill  

had transformed her dossier.

 

Lynn Benjamin

December 30, 2022

 

 

 

Adolescence, All Poems, Stories

The Check-Out Guy

 

Do you know the story of Ariel?

The little mermaid?

I do, too.

But Bob told me a different bedtime story.

About another Ariel.

He met in a check-out line.

Noted the name plate on the checker’s shirt.

That’s a great name! he pointed to the badge.

Well, said the checker, furrowing his brows and frowning.

Maybe in Israel.

Bob wasn’t deterred.

He went on, our son’s name is Ari, short for Ariel.

He wanted the full name!

The checker listened, then continued.

The Little Mermaid came out when I was in elementary school.

I was teased to death. Even my spelling was the same as the mermaid’s.

Too bad, said Bob. I think it’s a great name.

The young man looked up from his bagging.

Maybe had I been named Ari, not Ariel.

At this point in the telling, Bob suppressed a laugh.

Not for the checker, for whom he had great sympathy.

But, for the irony.

Our son Ari would have liked the full name Ariel.

Asked us, why didn’t you name me Ariel?

While the boy, a generation later, wanted only Ari.

How would a parent know

that a female character name

would pop up identical to a son’s,

making the Hebrew name the same?

That he would then be taunted

by classmates every year.

Causing anxiety, torment

humiliation, not cheer.

So, I hope that Bob’s admiration

for Ariel’s Hebrew name

will boost his sense of pride.

Diminish all the shame.

 

Lynn Benjamin

December 23, 2022

 

 

Adolescence, All Poems, Health/Illness

Asher’s A-Fib

 

Only a few weeks ago, Asher was in the ER with A-fib.

Following up with a pediatric cardiologist.

Who told him he could have a similar event.

No, he would have a similar event.

In six months or six years.

Who knew?

Just go to the ER again, she advised.

Well, tonight it happened.

Asher’s heart began to race.

Neither parent was home.

The doctor did not give him calcium channel blockers to slow it down.

Nor breathing exercises to alter the electrical system.

So, the boy called Bob, his grandfather.

Retired psychiatrist and recipient of a pacemaker.

Who patiently guided him through vagal maneuvers.

To interrupt the A-Fib.

Which it finally did.

To everyone’s relief.

But, this morning, the child psychiatrist told Asher to stop his Adderall.

Never having spoken to the cardiologist.

Who advised continuing  Adderall.

Leaving Asher unsure what to do.

Worrying he might die.

Because two professionals never communicated.

Meanwhile, Grandpop and I from the sidelines

both watched and heard the drama unfold.

Disappointed in medical missteps

leaving Asher’s A-fib uncontrolled.

 

Lynn Benjamin

November 30, 2022

Adolescence, All Poems, Love, Teenage Poetry

Your Eyes are Two Lucid Pools

 

Your eyes are two lucid pools.
Shimmering twin ponds embraced by Diana.
As I drink in this radiance,
I am a slave of Dionysus,
drunk with the pleasure of
beholding two lambent flames—
flames that bring a wine-colored flush to my cheeks,
make my body burn.

Your eyes are two clear lakes—
lakes in which I long to bathe.
As I swim in this splendor,
kissed by the sweetness of Apollo,
I am overwhelmed with the brilliancy
of two glowing crystals
setting my heart on fire.

Lynn Katz

ages 15-16

Adolescence, All Poems, Love, Teenage Poetry

Your First Kiss

 

The party is over.
The excitement is done.
Bright diamonds peek through
a blanket of velvet.

The moon is soft cheese.
The air is fragrant.
Trees dance in rhythm
with the thump of your heart.

Your eyes are misty,
And you feel warm.
Your head gently tilted
toward the face of another.

Your throat is dry,
But your lips meet the warmth
of another person,
with your parting kiss.

Lynn Katz

around ages 15-16

 

Adolescence, All Poems, Love, Teenage Poetry

Your Russet Eyes

 

Your russet eyes
pierce my being,
and for a minute,
one glorious moment,
I am your being
and you are mine.

Your kisses melt
on my neck
and sanctify my body.
Your heart beats slowly
and I feel you tremble.
I press closer.

We are one.
Our hearts,
our mouths,
our eyes.

One fleeting moment,
a second of rapture
in eternity.

Lynn Katz

ages 15-16

Adolescence, All Poems, Bar and Bat Mitzvot

To Zev on Becoming a Bar Mitzvah: The Completion of the Story

 

And so it was written in the Book of Life,
on the seventh day of Sukkot,
that the farmer and his wife rested,
and they surveyed their work:
the fruits of their labor.
It was fine.
They rejoiced singing Hoshanah rabah
for the harvest, for life,
and, especially, for the miracles of their own love:
Rachel, Daniel, Ari and Ze’ev.

For it numbered many seasons that they had sown
their first seed and then three times after
culminating in the ripening of their last sunflower.
Born in full summer
amid the vines and plants of the land.
And, indeed, he was a blessing,
a sturdy wolf cub ever vigilant,
ever learning from the wisdom
of his brothers, his sister, and his elders.

And so it came to pass
that the cycle was nearing its completion.
It was Ze’ev’s turn to become a man
and to dedicate himself to his people and to his tradition.
So he performed the mitzvah
of constructing a booth according to the designated design
to celebrate God’s bounty and his own happiness.
The roof he made from the greens
he seeded with his two hands and on the walls
he hung the peppers and beans which overflowed his plate.

Beneath the open sky holding ethrog and lulav,
he knew it was his time to be honored
and to do credit to his family.
With the joyously familiar up, down, forward, back
of the citron and twigs which tied together
the praises of many generations past
and of many to come.

For this boy was the last of the tribe of Benjamin.
He bestowed tribute upon upon the clan
with the kindness of his heart,
his curiosity and zest to learn,
his lively wit and humor,
his dedication to integrity,
and his ever genial spirit.

So together, he and his family,
and those who came to celebrate with him,
circled the bimah seven times.
Striking the ground with their willow twigs,
loosening leaves like trees in fall,
in symbolic demonstration of the seasonal cycle
and their faith in the restorative gifts of God.

Until finally, the Book of Life was sealed.
And also a chapter in the time line of Benjamin.
For Ze’ev became a man,
accountable to God and to his people,
to his family and his friends.
To carry on his tradition and his legacy
of faith and mitzvot.

And to all who came to witness this thanksgiving,
he gave appreciation,
and he invited them to sing Amen.

Lynn Benjamin

October 11, 1998

This is the poem I read when Zev, our youngest child,  became a Bar Mitzvah on the seventh day of Sukkot. We were very proud of him.

Adolescence, All Poems, Love, Teenage Poetry

The Stars and the Moon

 

The stars and the moon
see, smile, understand.
The bright sky jewels
whisper, nod, wink.
They twinkle and shed light
upon your face.

Darkness adds a protective blanket.
Draws us closer together.
We share a feeling that
binds our hearts.

When I’m in your arms,
a pervading spirit seizes my body.
Thrills, tingles, flutters
scurry through me like sharp gusty winds.
As my heart palpitates with excitement,
the blood gushes throughout my being.
You awaken within me a
warmth that surges through my veins.

The moon, the stars, and the darkness
know our secret.

The world is on fire
burning with our love.
Each butterfly and flower
is a part of our love.
Each cricket and ladybug
shares our love.

As dawn breaks,
the sun sends her magic
rays upon us to make
our love grow.
We drink ambrosial dewdrops
to give these moments immortality.

Every living creature
knows that we are aglow
with a special kind of warmth.

Lynn Katz

ages 15-16

 

Adolescence, All Poems, Pain, Teenage Poetry

The World Looks At Me

 

The world looks at me
with mocking eyes
ostracizing
criticizing
stabbing
wounding.

The world twists
and drains my heart
hurting
wringing
killing.

The world laughs
a ringing laughter
piercing
shrieking
shattering.

Lynn Benjamin

ages 15-16

Adolescence, Aging, All Poems

The Young Girl’s Answer

 

Hard to believe that letter remained.
After my uncle died.
Found its way back to you.
So you could observe the early seeds.
Of your own germination.
Caring for others.
Inspiring.
Writing.
Pushing for change.
Holding on to hope.
I forgive you for laughing on first reading.
Jarring that the adolescent be the adult.
Unexpected.
In a comedic sort of way.
And since my weak point is humor,
I’m sort of pleased.
I could make you laugh.
Perhaps my uncle laughed, too.
Such a good medicine, no?
But underneath the mirth is treasure.
The wisdom of words.
Both are good.
I appreciate your reaching out to me.
I have a glimpse of my own future.
A good man.
A family.
Four children.
Grandchildren.
A career.
That supported people.
Made growing easier.
More palatable.
I like smelling the blossoms.
Of that life.
But old age must be hard.
Dimming senses.
Wrinkling skin.
Drying bones.
I don’t envy that.
Though it’s the natural course.
I know you’ll discover joy wherever you can.
A robin’s song.
A budding lilac.
A baby lemon.
Your own progeny.
And when it’s your time.
I’ll be close by.
You can count on me.
Now that I’m found.
Together we’re bound.
For eternity.

Lynn Benjamin
May 1, 2022